Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Me & You

已经在一起两个多月了。。
有你在身边的日子,真的很开心。
但是最近发生很多不愉快的事。
今天。。。。。
听到你还留着与她的影片。
我的心淡了。。冷了。
不知道该说什么只好选择沉默,又或者尝试着转移话题。
勉强的笑着。
最让我心凉的是,你说的那句话:
“你要看吗?不要的话我删除了”
我。。。。。无言
不知道该说什么,怕说错话让你难过。
每当我生气。。。。。
你永远不会知道为什么
反而还要我亲口告诉你到底我在生气什么。
而你自己猜得永远没一个是对的。
你就怎么的不了解我吗?
两个月说长不长,说短不短。难道你真的一点也不了解我吗?
你总是说:“是不是我跟别的女生玩所以生气?”
我在你心目中是那么小气吗?
我只是不想你还有留着她的什么。告诉你我是真的会吃醋!
就因为我爱你所以我非常在意。
但是你却不明白。
你总是问我,到底想怎样?
说真的,我自己也不懂。
到底是生气还是伤心我也已经分不清。。
我不想要我们的感情里有任何瑕疵。
简简单单就好。我不敢指望什么,只希望你在身边。
和你在一起,真的很开心。

Saturday, May 28, 2011

男人

男人啊~
如果你喜欢我,我不会阻止你。
如果你爱我,我也不会阻止你。
但我只想对你说:“ 别太爱我 ”
别爱得无法自拔,别爱得回不了头。
因为。。。。。。。
我不知道何时会伤了你的心,
我也不知我会说了什么话而伤了你。
我说话直,我知道。
我脾气差,我知道。
我的霸道,我知道。
我的任性,我知道
这些都是我的性格。
如果受不了,请尽快离开。。
我有错。我会认。
相反的如果我没错,就算死我也不会承认。
我做错,我会说对不起。代表我知道也很清楚自己有错。
如果我说了对不起,你还是不理不睬。
对不起!我不知道自己的脾气会变怎样。
是好是坏,我不敢去想。
我的脾气说来就来,说走就走。
我自己也控制不了。
有时会突然生气,有时会突然很high。
这些都是我的脾气。
当我沉默的时候,就算你怎么逼我要我开口说话。
一个字 “ 难 ”
不是因为生气,而是自己清楚自己的性格。
心情不好说什么都会不好。
不想吐出不好的言语我只好沉默。
我的性格就是这样,不喜欢或受不了请离开!

Thursday, May 26, 2011

对不起 T_T

我依然很在乎?依然放不下?
对吗?
我以为已经忘了,放下了。。
没想到,2011年5月26日又想起。
我的心好酸。好难受 T_T
我不是故意的。
原来要放下,真的好难。
真得很抱歉!我无法控制我自己不去想!
偏偏在这个时候让我看见我不该看得。
朋友!我真的好难受。。好难受。。 T_T


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

dead blog

my blog was become DEAD blog..
long time no update alr.
nth can write and also lazy to write..

1/2
went to sunway with my lovely friend.
for celebrate annie's birthday
have a nice day with them :D

3/2
Happy birthday to Annie Lim ya :))
and Happy CNY !!!

CNY..
one word!
BORING !!!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

my " dear "

A boy who always kacau me~
A boy who always let me boom~
A boy who always kena me bully~
A boy who always cakap banyak with me~
A boy who wanna me write about him~
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
my "dear" ~
I write jor loh~~
how ar?
xDDDDDDDDD

Sunday, January 9, 2011

reddy

Sometime.
sometime I'm really feel so tired.
because of you..
somtime I'm really feel wan to give up.
but i know i can't..
sometime I'm really miss your smile.
but i know no more chance to see that..
sometime I'm really so miss you.
but i know no more chance to see you..

2011.
First day go school of this year..
what I do ?
do the same thing like last year..
went to basketball court..
just hope that can saw you at there..
but my friend told me..
now is change to 2011..
before de 5F not here alr..
and also i told myself the same thing..

Last year.
when rest,I will not go canteen.
where I go ?
I'll go library..
why?
because i know you also will go the same place.. LIBRARY
and we will do the same thing.. READ NEWSPAPER
now i rarely go to the library.
because you won't go to the library anymore..
I also won't saw you at the library..
we also will not do the same thing..

Before.
I always hope that where i go also will meet you.
but now won't
you've alr graduated.
won't come back le..
when i stay back for duty.
i will saw you and your friend at bkb court plying bkb.
but now. i only will saw other guy plying at there.

FB.
sometime i will go your fb see your wall.
even is the same thing..
sometime i will go see your profile pic.
even is the same pic..
sometime i will go see who you wish.
even i dunno the person..
sometime i will go see which pic you comment.
even is the same person or the same comment..

Friend.
my friend wish me..
may my dream come true.
reddy..
but i know...
IMPOSSIBLE..
I just hope that.
someone can teach me wat can I do ?
give up ?
continue ?
I dunno...
I really dunno.....

Saturday, November 20, 2010

20/11/2010

19/11/10 go yam cha with friend.
abit boring.. zzz
but something happen !
make me so HAPPY!
yeeppeeeeeee ^^
10.00 go out.. 2.00+ only back home ! woah !
so late! my first time ! haha~
20/11/10 same luh..
going to work..
omg ! lao ban niang buy a cake for me !
and still have a present..
wuhooo!
so good..
thank you alot :D
P/S the most happy is.. HE ALSO COMING ^^